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Is that robin on his head!??

Is that robin on his head!??
Originally uploaded by ZhenPanda

Owl Spotting

July 2010 013
Originally uploaded by ZhenPanda

I have been spending a lot of time at the cemeteries and Giant Springs State Park photographing the owlets.

This pair was spotted early on July 4,2010.

Happy 100!

Happy 100!
Originally uploaded by ZhenPanda

June 10, 2010 is 100 years on this earth for my awesome Grandmother, Eunice LeBarron!

Giant Springs Owlets

Giant Springs Owlets
Originally uploaded by ZhenPanda

Raincoats

Raincoats
Originally uploaded by ZhenPanda

It's the usual Montana Memorial Day Weekend weather

Sad & confused... conflicted?

I don't deal with death well.

On April 13th, my Uncle Sam died suddenly. Cancer. it has been crazy getting things together for the memorial. I have been digging through drawers of old family photos and albums, scanning tons & sorting them. I discovered my organizational skills during crisis sucks.

Then on April 22nd Mystery Daughter's adoptive mom lost her battle with brain cancer. I wanted so badly to go to Billings to be with her. I couldn't.
I kept thinking I could deal with whatever life could come up with but today I feel lost. Not because of the sadness but the weirdness that came with it all.
How do I ask my sister why she has ″friend-ed″all my ex-boyfriends & husbands. it's just strange, but she also sided against me in my last divorce so I shouldn't be surprised.
Why am I freaked out that Mystery Daughter talked to her bio-dad?

It's all just weird.